- So SiiCK - Tuesday, October 21, 2008 yep! we are in another fight! it seems like we have to get into one once a month! which pisses me off, but gary is such a selfish bastard! he doesnt do anything for me and has yet to do anything for the baby! and i dont know if thts because the kid is not here yet or what but its like pulling teeth to ask him for ANYTHING! i feel like if i ask him for anything he makes me feel like im weak for asking for stuff, and its so crazy because when he doesnt have something im ALWAYS there for him, when hes broke or in need I GIVE...because thts how selfless i am and how much i love the ppl around me tht i want them to have EVERYTHING they need even if i dnt have ANYTHING! well he always starts problems with me for no reason and it REALLY upsets me because im 9mnths preg. everything upsets me, so yesterday i went to his house tht morning and we were tlking about our problems but then when his bitchass step dad came out he tried to start being hardcore and calling me a bitch and telling me he's not going to loan me tools 2 set up our babys crib and pushing me out of his garage, so there i am like a stupid standing there at his front door knocking trying to get him to give me tools to fix the babys crib up and he wouldnt and i knew he was standing there so i started talking shit about how he is a dead-beat, which he is already showing signs of but he's like ur a dead-beat mom and yadda yadda, and i went the fuck off, like how much have u bought for ur son?!?!? what have u gotten for him?!?! EVERYTHING ur son has is frm me, my mom, and other ppl (the baby shower), and what have u bought?!?! and 15 dollar bottle of laundry detergent, tht i had to practically beg him for and then i boutght fabric softner tht was 3 dollars and he had the NERVE to ask me for change from it! can u believe tht?!?! he asked me for change and i said what change the fabric softner was 3 dollars, and get this! he told me did i say i was buying tht?! OMG, i couldnt believe it...it broke my heart and made me so mad, and he was serious (i could tell) but at the same time he was kinda smiling about it, and it just pissed me off...but we'll see what happens when my baby gets here, because honestly i dnt know how long me and him are going to last!!! so we'll see what happens, we are suposed to go register tomorrow for the hospital but we havent talked since yesterday morning so we'll see what happens...im just getting fed up! like 4 real!

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