- Meeting New People - Wednesday, May 14, 2008 HOLA! well today im just bored for the most part so this is something im not used to! lol, i would just call my boyfriend when i got bored and went to hang out with him, so its really hard not to be able to do tht...well i got into an argument with my EX yesterday and he ended up calling me tht night and i think we made a little peace...i told him tht i was going to move on and tht he should too, and maybe we could be friends...i told him tht i respected him so much even thru all we had been thru and tht i loved him and would always have some sort of love for him...i told him tht i wished him all the best in his life and i told him tht i hope he found someone tht he loved unconditionally and somebody he wanted to share his life with...its sooo hard tho because i think and there is no one else tht i would rather be with...i havent seen him in 7 days...and its been the hardest week in my life! i wish i could tell him how im feeling but i dnt want us to get back together, because in a sense i feel its for the best, but i do feel like i'd want us to get back together if he realized how much he needed to change and came back for me...not tht he is lonely so he wants to be around, not tht he feels sorry for me, and not for this child tht he wants to be with me...i want it to be for nothing else other than he loves me and he is ready to change! but im trying to think positive! im going out tonite with my friends and hopefully i meet someone really nice, and funny, and good to talk 2...and who knows maybe find somebody to talk 2 and keep me company thru this next 6 months! lol...wish me luck ppl!

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