- Slowly But Surely... - Tuesday, May 13, 2008 Hey! well i talked to my ex-boyfriend today for the 1st time in a week, and he completely went off on me...AGAIN! but i held my ground and stayed strong and i asked him to keep pictures...and videos tht we made together private and not to show people or do anything disrespectful with them...i told him "i did tht stuff out of love for you and our relationship" and i just asked him to respect tht...well him being the little 24 year old child tht he is...he basically told me tht if i took him to court for child support he would post everything on the internet! and then had the NERVE to ask me for a paternity test! i couldnt believe it! its crazy how you think you know somebody...i just cant believe him...because i would never do tht to him! well today i got a ray of sunshine in my life...for the 1st time i felt strong enuff to move on! i called my friends and planned a girls night out tomorrow and i got a call from a very nice guy today! yes...a guy, and i know im somewhat on the rebound but i couldnt help myself...i set something up with him for sunday...and im just trying to find my strength for my unborn baby...and move on...and it is really hard after being torn down SO MUCH, im in so much pain because i thought he loved me! but through this heartache im GOING to find my strength...because i know im strong, and i dnt get how i opened my heart and arms so much for someone like him! but i do have a lot of strong support from friends and family...and even ppl i work with so thts good! and i just try to think about my child...because thts what makes me happy!

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